Sir,
SInce 'tis your Pleasure to close this excellent Subject, that I might not with it put an End to those great Advantages which such an agreeable and instructive Correspondence affords me, I designed (when I had taken notice of some few incidentals in our former Letters) to propose a new Subject in this, or else to desire you would please to make choice of such an one as you shall judge of greatest Usefulness, but that in good Manners I think I am obliged to return an Answer to that Request with which you conclude the old Subject before I introduce a new one. Perhaps by this time, and upon maturer Consideration, you have altered your Desire, which I should be glad of for your sake, lest the World which so justly values your Judgment in other things, should have too much occasion to decry it in this. I am not ignorant that Persons who have a great deal of Worth themselves, are too apt to over rate the least Appearances of it in others, and give such Characters of their Friends as better express what they would have them be, than what they really are. It being the Property of those only who are diffident of their own Merit, to envy and endeavour to lessen their Neighbours, and because they are little, imagine that others are so, whilst those who have noble Souls themselves, form their Ideas of others according to their own worth: And thus it comes that you pass so undeserved a Character on my Letters, concerning which I believe very few will be of your Mind. Is the World do you think such an equitable Censor that I should care to make it my Confessor, and expose to its View Papers writ with the same Freedom with which I think? Many are the Faults I find in them my self, though we are generally over partial to our own Productions. Like fond Parents we think our own Brood the fairest, how disagreeable soever they appear to disinteressed Judges. What think you then will the Beaux Esprits discover? How will it gratifie that which they call Wit, but is more truly ill Nature, to find so much Matter to work on? For truly Sir, when we expose our Meditations to the World, we give them a Right to judge, and we must either be content with the Judgment they pass or keep our Thoughts at home. Charity and Wisdom indeed would restrain them from that ungovernable Liberty they usually take; they may censure so it be with Candor; judge equitably; ay, and pass Sentence too, provided it be impartially. But though 'tis the Business of a true Critick to discover Beauties as well as Blemishes, and by a due ballancing of both, to pass a sound Judgment on the whole, such Equity is not to be expected where so much Envy abounds, where every Man reckons another's Praises his Detraction, and never thinks his Fame will reach so high as when 'tis built on the Ruins of his Neighbours. A very preposterous Way in my Opinion, to get or encrease Reputation. For where is the Glory of excelling those who have little or no Excellency in them? No, let them shine as bright as they can, and if then I can out-shine them, I have made some considerable Addition to my Character. The Censure therefore that abounds in the World is one Reason why I am against Printing. If a Body have no Worth, to what End should they expose themselves, and bring their Weakness to the Light? And if they have, Concealment is their wisest Choice, since they shall be sure to find more Envy than Encouragement? For it is the Custom of the World when they behold a shining Virtue, to strive rather to reduce it to their Level, than to raise to its exalted Height. 'Tis odds whether such a Man can benefit others, who are too oft resolved not to be benefited by him, but he is certain to suffer himself. Every busie finger will be pulling the Flie out of his Box of Oyntment, not to advance but to lessen its Price. If he be guilty of a little Mistake or Inadvertency (and who is secure therefrom?) Charity shall never be called on to dispose of it, but it shall be bandied about, heightened and aggravated, not only to his, but even to the Reproach of Wisdom and Virtue it self. Since then the Air is so unkind, let's keep our tender Plants beneath a Glass; 'tis enough that they lie open to the Observation and Influence of the Sun of Righteousness, and that when Occasion serves, a Friend may be admitted to view and take them. These and some other Considerations have recommended to me, my darling, my beloved Obscurity, which I court and doat on above all Earthly Blessings, and am as ambitious to slide gently through the World, without so much as being seen or taken notice of in it, as others are to bustle and make parade on its Theater. And therefore, though I desire by all laudable means to secure a good, I will most industriously shun a great Reputation. Not that I want Ambition, perhaps there is too much of that in my Temper, but because I cannot endure to have my Glory and Reward forestalled, nor can be content to receive my Plaudit from any but an infallible Judge. 'Tis enough for me to do well, let who will take the Praise of doing it, there being in my Opinion no Encomium comparable to that which they shall one Day hear, who seek GOD's Glory and despise their own. And though I bear in me too much Allay to be apprehensive of great Commendations; yet, to confess the Truth, I as little care for Censure, having not yet obtained that perfect Indifferency to publick Fame which I endeavour after, because I suppose 'tis scarce possible to command our selves, and arrive at a true Generosity of Temper, till we are perfectly mortified to Praise and Dispraise as well as to other things.